Date # 2

Waw. Chuchu! Yung dress!!! Ay, ayoko na pala hehe. Okay. Date#2 over and out. I had fun shopping and looking and reading! Ganda nung tokyopop collection ng FULLY BOOKED. I love it! I wanna go back NOW! Ahh yes. I can't think straight. I feel heat all over and my sweat glands just don't know when to quit working - even just for a few hours, come on! Tomorrow, I'll be getting my final report card [why do I feel a sudden blast of 7 in my head?] then I have to fall in line sa ANIMO, then buy some things for the new school then book... go home. Or not. Or maybe yeah. Or not. Deym. Am I leading a hard life or what?

Great guns. If I enter DLSU, I think I won't be seeing the other side of life for a bit longer than I thought. My music passion would be stagnant as to where I'll be leaving it - it hurts me, just thinking about it, it really does. But I have no choice. BS BioChem [yes, folks. Ndi na ako Chem. May Bio na rin, so help me Lord. I need at least 10 units ng Bio to enter Med. School e.]will bring me into good light in the near future but dude... my passion for that's like, ok, don't get me wrong... 100% din naman ang passion and interest ko to be a doctor but music... performing live... ongaku... bands... laruku... jrock... jpop... singing! PLEASE! If that part of me gets blown away or be put to rest, I can't live - hell, I WON'T LIVE. Look at it from my perspective - SCIENCE+ARTS = KIMI. Science is a form of art so see which one gets the bulk in the equation? Yes. I believe I have to strive double. And wow. 1 month and 2 wks MAXIMUM ang break ko for the whole school year. Have I said enough to feel the fire burning near the whole "Kimi, enter this school and you will have discipline." Greatguns! Anaknglupa'tongbuhayna'to! "Kimi, paano kung working student ka pa?" Ayan. AYAN ANG GANTIMPALANG KATANUNGAN. Oo nga naman. Paano kung nagwowork pa ako. Ok, ok. So maybe these rants are superficial but the problem is...

YOU DO NOT KNOW ME. And the word superficial is passe to you but for me, its not.
Exuberant thinker, yes. That's who I am. Internal conflicts are my specialty. Phobophobia is my game. Challenges... they come and go. I pass some, I get passed by some.

...can't think.Too hot.My bad. Sayonara!